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Songs of Feeling

by Anton du Preez

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1.
Hold On 03:21
When you’re feeling low It’s hard to see the good you have Maybe different now But never gone while you still last Gifts have many forms And something this peculiar has its own Don’t despair, my friend You don’t have to go through this alone [Chorus] So hold on Time is never certain on its road Keep holding on Life has its riddles that it throws Stay bold It’s okay to think of when Better days were all you knew You were young and then Like everyone life snuck up on you [Repeat Chorus] We can’t stay young forever Life may hand us lemons as we grow But promise you’ll say never When the bitterness invites you to its home You’re not alone So hold on Keep holding on [Repeat Chorus]
2.
Put on my best shoes, I'm waiting for you I might need some help getting over these blues My favorite shirt might make it worse Don't want it to hurt , ‘cause I don't need anymore Of this pain and this sorrow from lies And tomorrow becomes one of mine [Chorus] I'm waiting for a miracle Hoping that I'll get my way Drowning in your heart of gold Deaf to everything you say Now I'm falling to pieces With no more dues to pay And I can't go on With these blues Trying to hide the frenzy inside Afraid to go on without you here in my life A memory shared, another one spared Just wanna hold on to the best part of you All this pain and this sorrow from lies And tomorrow becomes one of mine [Repeat Chorus] So tired of feeling lonely But you were my one and only When I leave flowers at your stone I make a wish that you could meet me at home [Repeat Chorus]
3.
I see you Troubled and oh so blue I swear that I’ll make your smile come through Eyes like the brightest star Illuminate all you are Beautiful shining from afar [Chorus] The words you need to hear I promise that I’ll be near Holding your hand Helping you stand Year after year I know this much is true You’re gonna make it through From now on you’ll start anew I’ll be with you You have spent far too long Forgetting what’s right or wrong Searching for somewhere to belong Now that you’re home to stay I’ll be with you everyday Let all your sorrows melt away [Repeat Chorus]
4.
Backing Down 03:07
What started out with good intentions somehow broke your heart And the more I whispered interventions the more we tore apart
I had a hundred reasons why the fault was not my own
But nothing chased the clouds away to let our love come home [Chorus] Backing down is the hardest part of sorry Taking blame is the worst part of remorse But for all my bumbling you’re the answer And I just stumbled hard Backing down is the hardest part of sorry What started out as playful banter somehow touched a nerve
And the more I tried to turn to laughter the more it seemed to hurt I had a hundred reasons why the fault was not all mine
But nothing chased the clouds away to let my love light shine [Chorus] Stepping back is the first part of I’m sorry Taking blame is so much better than remorse ‘Cause for all my bumbling you’re the answer And I just stumbled hard
Stepping back is the first part of I’m sorry If we’re poets writing verse together, you’re my only muse
Our lines may lack the rhyme or rhythm but they always tell the truth We have a thousand reasons why our love will always soar
Despite the clouds and thunderstorms the sun shines evermore [Chorus] Backing down is the first part of I’m sorry Taking blame is so much better than remorse
‘Cause for all my bumbling you’re the answer And I just stumbled hard Backing down is the hardest part of sorry Backing down is the first part of I’m sorry
5.
We lost ourselves again today When human nature relies on fury To take the pain away We’re losing sight of what it means to care Destroying random constructs When the real target is too big to dare [Chorus] And we hurt so bad And it’s hard for us to keep from getting mad So much anger So much pain While all across the nation Innocent lives are being slain So we kneel So we shout Trying in vain to find a way to help us all break out The cities turn to ashes here But there’s a fire in our hearts That’s burning brighter than our fear They underestimate our will to thrive Despite a world of hate We are resilient and even more alive [Repeat Chorus] From this world on fire
6.
Someday love will come around And all lost people will finally be found And I, no, I won’t fall asleep tonight Without knowing if you’re here [Chorus] And we shall heal when shadows kneel And hearts reveal that you’re not alone Whatever pain that you may hold Will still be trying to control you But I’m here for you Even though I’m broken too Together we can rise And share the burden of our lives Just let the tears fall from your eyes It’s hard to change the way we feel But we shall heal Don’t give up, you’ll make it through It gets better, this I promise you And I, no, I won’t fall asleep tonight Without making sure that you’re still here [Chorus] And we shall heal when shadows kneel Letting hearts reveal that you’re not alone No we’re not alone The pain you hold Will still be trying to control you But I’m still here for you Even though I’m broken too Together we will rise Let’s shed the burden from our lives Just let those tears fall from our eyes It’s hard to change the way we feel But we shall heal
7.
I saw you from a distance You fit the mold of everything I need Your eyes and smile so precious Illuminating a new and gorgeous sea You move like you’re from heaven, With that dominance and tenderness so rare You bear your soul wide open Inviting me to be a better me [Chorus] I’m dropping my defenses I’m learning love has many ways to grow Incredible new senses Who would’ve thought my heart is bigger than I’ll ever know And then I met you too dear You were so confident and bashfully sweet Someone I hadn’t looked for But you somehow started sweeping me off my feet Your ups and downs are human, And that’s okay because you wear your heart right there on your sleeve You bear your soul wide open Inviting me to be a better me [Chorus] Who would’ve thought our hearts are bigger than we’ll ever know [Bridge] I used to think I knew what I wanted I used to think I only had one type For the longest time I thought I knew what attraction meant to me But there’s more There’s always more [Drop Chorus] [Chorus] Who would’ve thought our hearts are bigger than we’ll ever know Our hearts are bigger My heart is bigger, yeah Who would’ve thought my heart is bigger than I’ll ever know
8.
Tonight 03:22
Tonight, tonight It all began tonight I saw you and the world went away Tonight, tonight There’s only you tonight What you are, what you do, what you say Today, all day I had the feeling A miracle would happen I know now I was right For here you are And what was just a world is a star Tonight Tonight, tonight The world is full of light With suns and moons all over the place Tonight, tonight The world is wild and bright Going mad, shooting sparks into space Today the world was just an address A place for me to live in No better than all right But here you are And what was just a world is a star Tonight

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In Songs of Feeling, I wanted to create a collection of songs that hopefully has the capacity to be poignant across a lifespan, not just a snapshot in time. I wanted to discuss and share many common but difficult experiences. Each song was written as a way to reflect and process my journey or the journey of others. Whether a song is written about my own or someone else’s experiences, they’re all based on the true stories of myself or someone close to me. This album shares those stories and meaningful interactions to this point, my life in places other than music, and the relationships I am eternally grateful to have shared. Even if fleeting, some of them have made an impact that I’ll carry with me forever. And I’m so excited that Dennis is making his debut as a songwriter and top liner!

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released December 1, 2023

All songs written and orchestrated by Anton René du Preez except where noted.
Spatial mixing and Mastering: Pascal Pahl.
Stereo mastering: Abbey Road Studios.
Orchestra: Budapest Scoring.
Photography: Steven Miller.
Album Art: Timothy Scahill.
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Anton du Preez Port Angeles, Washington

Hi! I’m Anton, and I love making music. Thanks for taking a little time to explore my world.

My greatest joy in life is sharing and experiencing music. I hope to share this journey with you.

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